2018-10-09, 3:54 p.m.
The more I see the deeper I fall,
Its easy to forget hard to control.
Im not meant to feel
I know the difference between right and wrong.
Timing isn’t right, will never be.
In the mean time I shall dream.
The state im in the attraction I am…
My head screams this always happens, why do I choose,
How to do I fall for the right one.
Emotions play swivels in my head unavailable I scream.
One step the other way what path am I on.
Where I am right from wrong,
Running doesn’t solve
Changes to be seen the more I feel the more I see.
Drowning in doubt, elated at affection
Is that what I crave
What am I doing and why